Last night Brian and I went to the Elks Foundation (I know, I know...).with some people he works with. It really wasn't too bad. The food was yummy, the drinks were strong, the silent auction had lame stuff, and the raffle items were guns. Where else can you go where they serve you alcohol and give away guns!
By 9:00 they were only 1/3 of the way through the live auction and had not even got to the silent auction or raffle items, so we decided to hit DQ and go home. Brian had to be to work early today anyway.
Now it is 8:00 am and I have tried to sleep in as long as possible, started laundry, and attempted to enjoy some alone "me" time. But my heart and mind just keep longing for my kids!
I don't get it, when they are around I long for alone time (NOT ALL THE TIME), but as soon as I get it all I want and think about is them!
So what is this female philosophy, this female way of thinking? I wish I knew but the best I can say is I don't know what I really want, and when I think I finally get it I just change my mind and want what I had. No wonder we are so durn complicated and confusing to men!
Learned? Maybe I want, and need, both situations; but need them at strategic times. Now would be a time I want and need to have the kids. (It may change again around nap time.)